Who am I?

Eventhough i have my own life vision, but at the same time, i still need their love, attantion and their respect. I'm admit that i'm friendly but not at all i have to be friendly to others. Smtimes we still need a privacy and wish them to give me a place to be alone. It doesn't mean that i'm ignored them. Just pls give me a time to know deeeper who is my real fren.

Let say we know our fren for a long time. Maybe 3-5 years. Can we say that he/she is a real fren? How can we know that he/she never betray us? I'm seriously don't understand how they can be changed in 5 minute? What make them btrayed us? Can they forget what was we done together in several years? When did they hate us? And the important thing is...is there any smbody 'helped' them to be change and destroyed the true friedship?

Yes we will missed a lot of sweet moment wit them but after what they did to me/myself, i don't think that i can 4give them. It's so hurt inside and i'm not interested anymore to make fren wit people like this. I cant bear and expect what will they do to me in future. By the way, b4 i'm finished my typing, i wish and i'm pray 4 them, 4 their happiness...i will pray a good thing 4 them b4 i'm deleting slowly the moments wit them.

What can i say, i'm happy wit myself rite now. No need to thinking the other's heart feeling just bcoz i'm NOTHING @ THEIR EYES..

Bahang Aidilfitri kian dirasai

Salam..

Secara rasminya sy bermula cuti pd Sabtu 27 Ogos 2011 sehingga 1Syawal ni (30 Ogos). Semalam berbuka puasa dgn seluruh ahli keluarga di rumah. Hehe..sangat seronok rasanya bila dpt berbuka puasa dgn ahli keluarga. Terasa kesoronokannya ble dpt bersama. Maklumlah, selama ni msg2 sibuk dgn kerja, sekolahnya lg..huuuu terasa keajaiban ramadhan & syawal yg bakal menjelma bila dua bulan Islam ini mampu memberi kita peluang utk mengeratkan lg tali silaturrahim dan persaudaraan yg sekian lama terjalin.

Hari ni episod kepenatan bermula sbb ari ni uma mesti dikemas sebaik mungkin. Ye laa..sian gak kt org dlm uma nih..especially mak n adik coz diorang la yg byk siapkan keperluan dlm uma..x pe laa yg selebihnya kita2 yg jarang balik nih plak sambung keje yg x siap nih...Bermula dgn mengemas ruang tamu, lap cermin, lap bilah kipas yg bagai...hahaha x sanggup nk ckp, then continue mengemop, dan akhirnya sy x berkesempatan nk mandi!! Tp ada ati nk update blog..hehehee...masa sy tgh update blog nih, semua org tgh tdo..kepenatan! Sy plk mmg jenis x leh tdo siang w/pun hakikatnya badan sy letih yg amat! Tp bila da mengadap blog, mmg automatik sy bersemangat nk update. Pic xde nk attach tp melalui kata2 nih je kalian semua leh bayangkan betapa penatnya & betapa banyaknyer kije yg nk disiapkan..Sebab...


Sebab esok kena sambung kemas uma atok kt Batu Anam plak..huisshhh x leh nk ckp la...uma atok lg besar, luas...bayangkan....hehehe

Maybe ptg nih sy nk kuar jap, cri sikit barang. Nk beli bunga! nk gubah..huhu...tgn nih gatal plak nk m'gubah bunga..Geram sgt bila tgk gubahan bunga yg cantik3 kt kedai 2..drpd beli yg mhl2, sy rse sy boleh buat mcm kt kedai 2..hehehe..nti da siap gubahan bunga 2, sy akan attach dlm entry laen plak k!

oK laaa...sy nk mandi sat, then siap2 kuar. Daaa..

:: Pra Raya 2011 ::

Wah cam x sangka jek..pejam celik dah nk raya dah..rase mcm semalam jek bru start puasa..huuu..tp 2 la..dok kije nih, mmg x sempat nk pk hal keperluan raya. Hajat di hati mmg nk shopping tp gaji lom masuk lg..ada tidak mmg kena tggu gaji laa lgpun harga mgkin da jatuh sket. maklum laa kalo beli awal2 konfom harga mahal.

Sebut pasal keperluan, mmg x sah kalo x beli tudung, handbag, kasut bagai...wahhh da namanyer pompuan kn..hik2..tp setakat nih, bru je dpt beli handbag. Harga? not bad laa...janji berkenan di hati kn..harga laen citer. Tudung mybe da stat cuti bru beli. X taw lg nk beli tudung bawal or selendang. Tgk laa nti kalo jumpa yg berkenan + murah, sambar je laa kn..huuu...

Kueh/kek/biskut raya?? aiiyaakkk...x dpt pk lg. Sbb 100% mmg made by hand laa..kami anak beranak mmg akan buat punyer. Rasa serik je beli kt org2/kt kedai. Rse da laen. Mybe sbb dier buat awal kn. So, da smpai raya, rse pn da x mcm biskut raya..hahaha

Lokasi raya?? ermmm memandangkan cuti raya sy singkat sgt thn nih, mybe sy beraya di Muar je kottt...coz 2nd raya da kena kije =(

Sgt x meriah kan..tp nk wtcmner..nsb baek raya ke 5 cuti lg..boleh laaa ziarah sedara2, kwn2 yg da lama x jumpa 2...rindu sgtttt kt dorang..msti byk citer@gosip yg nk disampaikan..hehehehehe..

Menu raya?? sy harap sgt sy dapat makan rendang hasil air tangan abah sy + ketupat yg lembik sket + ayam/daging msk kicap buatan atok sy dan lodeh hasil masakan dr bonda sy! perghh...hasil laaa diet sy raya nti. Dah syok2 turun 4kg..huk3

Istemewa raya?? ermm dgr2 ada seseorang nk jumpa org tua sy..nk memanjangkan cerita utk "fasa kedua"...haaaiiishh gerun plak dgr. Sapa yg phm, phm laaa...huhu..tp sampai bila sy nk kata "I am not ready yet.." kn2?

tapew2..kita tggu je 1 syawal nti kn...

Salam Lebaran dr sy =)

3 Ramadan 3 Ogos

Salam Ramadan untuk semua..Rse lama x update blog..wahhh penat kije..cmner nk terkejar2 blog lg..Xpe2 last but not least..Cuma nk share pengalaman berpuasa di tempat org kn..sgt berbeza dgn tempat sndri.. bezanya pg2 seawal jam 4.15am anak2 muda lelaki kt kg ni akan berkonvoi 1kg kejutkn org kg bgn sahur..

Menariknya dorang akan bunyi2kn hon moto, sambil pukul2 tin ntah apa2..janji ala2 bising..haha...mmg mula2 mcm terkejut tp lama2 ok dah..bagus gak ada org kejutkn nih..
ada alarm, ada tukang kejutkan...manyak best..hehehehe..

Ok laa..nk blah..byk kije lately nih..adioss..