~diNNer PreGraduate~

29 April 2009 - hotel excelsior - 7~11pm

mlm td, aku ngn dak2 uma aku g hotel excelsior, iph utk dinner pregraduate 2009..ad yg dtg nek kete, bus...mlm 2 aku pk mmbosankn sket sbb aktivity tah pape...ngntok pn ade. lapo? x yah ckp la kn..hehe.pape pn, enjoy da pics??

:kt dataran ipoh:

:b4 dinner:

:ngn dak2 uma:

poyoz:

:ngn pn.jun n nana:

:muka berseri2 jek:

:pakaian canggih manggih!!:

~miss my late grandma~

i'm really miss her diz nite...don't know y but her memories playing in my mind rite now...how could it be??? let me intoduce her 1st...her name is Esah bte Hj jaabar....lahir ble n ktne, aku lupe...hehe..aku rindu kt arwah sbb aku ni cucu sulung blah bapak aku..knfem2 la nyai aku ni syg aku lbh sket...haha. byk sgt kenangan aku dgn dier..dr kecik aku manja dgn dier, mndi sme2, tgk dier canai tepung tok wat roti canai....so sweet that moment..but 10 years ago, she was disappeared from my eyes...i'm so lonely without her..without her lough..without her attention..I MISS U SO MUCH!!!

** misz my family **

~wit ma siblings..front left: angah n me. behind left: uda, uteh n adik~

~ma big family on eid celebrate, 2008 @ atok's house (kg spang loi, batu anam, segamat)~

mom @ hotel at kl (accompany ma dad to celebrate 'Hari Kecemerlangan Pekerja TNB)~

ma dad *red batik* @ 'Hari Kecemrlangan Pekerja TNB

tetibe pagi ni aku rindu kt mak aku, abah n my siblings...last balik sgmt bln 3 ari 2..now april..da nk masuk mei..x lme g balik la..miss u mom!

karnival of life 2009

~mlm perasmian..pengarah yg rasmikn~

~kwn2 yg jaga booth air dlm litar drag~

~senyuman dlm keletihan~

~pagi sabtu / scoote drag..kena jaga pintu blkg~

~wit noli n dak2 security seliaan abg ery..haha~

~3org gadis chubby yg jaga pntu masuk blkg ;) ~

~ngah memantau~

18 - 19 april 2009 / kolej profesional mara seri iskandar, perak

salah 1 dr criteria assgmnt aku tok subject sales planning and operations..kitorg kena wat or organize 1 karnival or event yg mane kitorg adlh segala-galanyer..start from the planning until the real event...mcm2 yg kitorg create axtvt tok event 2..tp yg plg best mstilah psl musc..ad drag kete n moto..utk 2 ari yg berlainan..aku tgk umat manusia kemain ramai..nk2 yg berjantina lelaki..haha..aku jd takut ble tgk ramai sgt laki kt luo 2..mcm2 pesyen, stail, gaya ckp...toksah ckp la..sumer nyer melucah semata2..keh3..

kt situ jgak aku tgk mcm2 kerenah org..yg obvious ngn kete nyer 1 hal..yg bese2 pn ade..fans, supporters, mekanics..haiii da mcm bengkel moto n kete bergerak da aku tgk..haha..klaka2

tp kalo sebut psl perasaan...yg ni xyah ckp la..sebut je perasaan spe? organizer, peniaga, pengunjung...sume marah sbb plan x strategik..kpd spe2 yg terlibat dgn event ni tau2 la pe prob nyer..kalo tulis kt sini mmg x syok..haha

jujur aku ckp, nie adalah event yg plg penat aku organize..n the 3 words that i can describe about diz:

• excited
• fun
• penat

haha...skrg nie..aku tgh kumpul semula energy aku utk menyiapkan assgmnt plak..dpt topup tdo 3jam td..aku da rse ok sket...nk sihatkn minda ni bkn kije sng..nk2 yg berkaitan dgn assgmnt..spe2 pn x ske wat..lalalalaala

karnival (pendidikan mara & karnival of life)

sebahagian dak2 hnd4

dpn laut

ngan dak2 uma aku

ooppss look like sexy maa

aku penat dgr org penang ckp longat dorg..huhu

dlm bus!

ngn kaunselor (en.nazre)

~karnival pendidkan mara~

kitorg dak2 hnd4 g dewan millenium, kepala batas, pp kol 7.40am...smpai dlm kol 10am. g nek bus jek. tp yg x syok nyer kitorg x dpt r nk shopping2..huhu jln2 pn area queensbay jek. ade r sket2 pic. x upload lg. balik pn dlm 5lbh n smpai dlm kol 9 laa...balik je, g mamak..pekena nasi goreng ayam. lapo seh sbb ptg 2 aku x mkn berat..mkn tosey je (restoran kayu nasi kandar, penang)..
then, kemas2 pe yg patut, on9 jap, cek emel...aku trs buumm zzzz

~karnival of life~
nie adalah mega pojek kitorg selaku las sem student(hnd4 Business n Marketing)..segala pancaroba utk m'jayakan event nie..ermm hanya tuhan yg tahu...stlh berhempas pulas, event ni akan berlangsung esok (18&19 april 2009) d kpmsi pukul 10am - 11pm)

mcm2 aktvt ade kt event 2...da x larat nk taipp sbnr nyer ni..pape pn, nti aku mskkn pics 2 event ni in the next blog...daa

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LETIH BANGAT SEHH

letih sgt ari nie mybe sbb puasa kot. masuk ari nie da 2ari aku puasa. huhu. sepatutnya aku ganti dlm 3 ari jek. tp xnk was2, aku puasa 5ari laa. nsb ari ni xde clas sgt. jmpe lect then tnjuk draft. yg syok nyer dak2 uma aku r. best r dorg dpt tdo 4-5jam. haha. aku gak yg xleh tdo.bnci btol. lalaala

dlm dok letih2 nie, aku sbnrnyer kecapekkan sbb x lame lg ad karnival kt kolej aku. kami selaku pelajar thn akhir bertanggungjwb utk memastikan semuanyer berjln dgn lancar. haha skema sudah. byk sgt bnde kena cri stat dr cri sponsor (x semuanyer berminat, ad yg xnk layan), pas2 g edar flyers kt pasa2 mlm area sni...nsb aku g yg dkt2 uma jek. xkuasa la nk g jauh2.
ble da hmpir dkt nie, lg r kitorg bz. nk makesure sume ok. alahaiii penat sungguh. 2 x masuk lg meeting sales, karnival kerjaya kt penang, submit assgmnt lg.. hmm penat yg cmne lg aku pn xtau nk ckp pe. haha

pejam celik da pn tgh2 april. x lme lg da nk masuk mei. aku da kne siap2 pack brg r time 2. msti ad byk bnde nk kemas. hmm sb baik ad loyal driver! haha...thanx shah (2pn kalo jd u anta i balik segamat)

then fasa berikut nyer, kena tggu la..pape pn, akan ade bnde best yg msti aku post dlm blog nie..just wait n c k..daa =))

~kemana arah tujuku?~

setiap org ade mslh nyer..setiap org ade konflik nyer..tp mslh aku xde r secomplex mne pn..bnde kecik je..tp aku x phm kenapa kalo org sebut psl p'sahabatn, kite msti nk hapy ending, kekal ke akhir hayat, p'sahabatan yg suci, bla bla blaa...what ever la..tp pnh x dorg pk, how 2 make it more brightful and coloring the fwenship?? bnde 2 sbnr nyer jauh lbh penting dr ape yg dorg dok wish selama ni..haha..kelaka laa...nk relationship kekal..tp sndri pnyer p'buatan pn lom pasti leh jamin kebahagiaan kwn 2 sendiri..

seperkara lg..bila kite bersahabat, pe yg pasti, kite da tentu nk relationship 2 IKHLAS..lantak la ko nk sound, perli, marah, tegur...jnji dpn2! sekurang2nyer org tau kite ni kalo nk negur org, direct 2 d point..come la weh..org yg ko perli 2, akan rse d hargai kalo ko wat cara ni sbb depa tau ko ni amek berat kt dier, masih ad hati nk perbetulkan ape yg salah..bkn nyer KONDEM ske2..

so, kpd kwn2 aku yg aku kenal dr primary skul till now mcm dibah, dida n ct...korg la kwn yg plg best d dunia! aku bangga dpt kwn n kenal ngn ko selama 14thn nie..it's awesome babe! byk kenangan indah antara kite...rse sebak pn ade bila kenangkn yg kite ni start kwn dr drjah 4, sekolah agama same2, sorg pengawas, sorg otai, sorg skema...haha..klaka2...tp 2 la yg mmbuatkn kite kekal smpai ari ni..even ad yg da kawen, aku sentiasa wish p'khwinan ko bahagia smpai ke hujung nafas...pd kite yg lom ad pape ni, dida n diba, aku nk sentiasa berada dgn korg...rse lain sgt kalo kite lme x jmpe..

resipi p'sahabatn kitorg yg leh maintain smpai skrg, kitorg msti spend masa together, hangout sme2, try 2 solve the problems, try 2 find a new stories, gosipping...amazing!

p/s: kpd kwn2 KPMSI, sespe yg kenal aku seadanya, aku ucapkn bebanyak tq coz sudi jd kwn aku..

~ske2 jew~

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:: siapa dia d hatiku? ::

skrg nie aku ngah blur...aku bru break ngn si dia tgh2 mac yg lalu..siyes aku ckp, aku sememangnyer nk setia n harap relationship nie yg last. tp mybe tuhan masih sygkn aku coz x lme je ktorg kapel, aku dpt hidu kecurangan dier..cam sial je jantan 2..bnde2 mcm ni la yg wat aku fedap nk loyal ngn love.aku bnci!! npe ble kite da suka+sayang+kasih...tp ape yg kite harapkan 2 x pnh menjadik? kdg2 aku terpikir, slh aku ke sbb pnh kecewakan byk hati lelaki2 yg dolu2??
itu x mnjd persoalan pd aku cz pd aku, "LAKI YG WAT AKU JD CMNI"

dgn usia aku 24..skrg nie aku ngah fokus tok abeskn study aku..pointer pn xde r best sgt..haha..dlm kepala nie, aku plan nk abeskn study, setelkn practikal, viva..sambil2 cri kije..kumpul wit..nk beli uma,kete..huh byk sungguh future plan aku..harap2 menjadik la..

future psl kawen....hmm persoalan yg x pnh aku nk setelkn..aku da xde ati nk pk pasal laki (kwn/bf/teman tp mesra/admire/laki org/tunang org/bf org)...sume status 2 da xde dlm list aku wat masa nie. mls la nk pk..wat serabut jek..skrg nk pk duuuiiiitttt jek...ad duit, sume leh jd..haha..pasal kawen, ape yg aku boleh ckp, kalo ad jodoh, dan kalo laki 2 menepati sket2 kriteria yg aku nk aku on jek..

tp ape yg wat aku knfius ngn diri aku skrg nie....my ex come back 2 me..dia nk kapel balik. mcm dulu2...mmg masa aku kapel ngn org len, aku still msg dier. ye la, xkn da clash, kte wat bodo jek. msti tnyer kaba, perkembangn dia..tp so far till now, dier x pnh henti2 bgtau aku yg dier sanggup tggu aku smpai ble2..how come? skrg ni, dier da stat pggil syg-abg..tp aku ttp bahasakn dier i-u..huhu..lantak la dier nk pk ape..aku ngaku, yg aku still syg dier...cuma nk terima dier, agak lmbt la...kn da serik dulu?..huhu n now, aku bebas nk kwn ngn spe2 jek..org 2 nk pggil aku honey, baby, syg, mama....wat ever la..aku lyn kn je la...kang kalo x lyn, kata aku sombong lak..so,kalo dgn cara 2 yg leh wat dorg puas ati...aku ikut jek...

so..dgn cara nie, aku xde pe nk pk sgt especially pasal laki. aku lyn sama rata sbb skrg ni, xde lg istilah bf..haha..i'm enjoy my life now wit my fwens, family...

~i really miss u guys!! ~

my god! i swear i really miss all... korg la kwn aku yg plg gempak, best, otai & superb!! rindu sgt kt korg..hukhuk ad gak korg yg selamat kawen+bahagia=ke akhir hayat ad gak yg da kawan ngn aku hampir 14thn (darjah4/sekolah kebangsaan dato' wan idris/1995-2009) mlm nie aku rse windu bangat kt korg.. myb sbb kte da lme x jmpe kot. ade lg kwn aky yg btol2 otai cm DIDA,ADIBAH,CT,ZELA dida&dba...ssh sng, kte sntiasa bersama..kekalkan frenship kite yg da berusia 14thn 2 ok..muaaaahhhhhhhhh kt korg nih

:: ske2 jer ::

** poem **

Moment in Time

by Cynthia Kepp

We talked,
We walked,
for a Moment in Time.

You passed through my life that day and left your mark.
You may never pass my way again,
Or you may stay for a lifetime.

No matter what,
I want to say thank you for the impression you made
that will stay with me for eternity.

I enjoyed the walk,
I enjoyed the talk.
I am blessed for that moment in time.

The first time I saw you I knew you would affect my life,
though your role I did not know.
I asked myself, "Why is he alone?
Why does he sit so quiet, all alone?
Is he sad?
Is he glad to be alone?
Is he alone?
Is he lonely? "
There is so much I want to know.

I asked myself, "Why him?
When so many people pass through my life each day,
why him? "

What attracts me to you?
What makes me want to know more?
I want to know.

Even if my questions are never answered,
There is one thing I want you to know.
I have been blessed by the effect you had on me in that
Moment in Time.

~hermmm~

wit bebek

pose yg x bpe nk manja laa

posingg la kwn2...nie last kte jln2 kt lumut..

kt cimb...nk withdraw..bebek sje je 2

nie sume pic time mlm eartg hour..kunun nk sokong sme..ktorg g lumut..sambil2 tgk pemandangan mlm d lumut...kebetulan ari 2 ari sbtu, ramai gak yg kuar..nice place lumut nie. hehe..x byk pic yg amek..kamera aku xleh transfer lak..bengang tol..huhu